i don’t enjoy anymore

i’ve recently realized that the things i used to do don’t make me happy anymore. maybe it’s a phase but i don’t laugh as much anymore, i can’t engage as well as i used to, i don’t draw, my room is always a mess, and sometimes it’s just hard to do basic things that i like cause my family is always so loud and always want me to do something. they don’t realize that i have a life outside of them. i don’t get good grades for nothing but good grades doesn’t seem to be enough. i don’t know what to do or how to make myself happy.